Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Wish life too had the undo button!

Ctrl+z and Just like that all set in tune again...all that we had done…all the misdoings all the misfires… all gone.. life could have been much beautiful then… since we just have a single life, ctrl+z could have been a better and a simpler option than trying to attain moksha some thousands of kilometers up there in the Himalayas… but only if God was a bit smarter than us.. Had He been born in this age He certainly would have gone for it… Maa tells me in our Hindu mythology there is a phase called ‘kalki age’…it’s the age of filth, inhumanity, of people killing people for greed, in the name of caste n religion ,in the name of freedom ,mother killing daughter for honour and what not ..This is still not enough…when the filth surpasses every possible or for that matter impossible things we have never ever imagined God will come and destroy this world to kill the badness all of us possess..actually to kill the devil in us.. ! I don’t know if it will apply to all religions or not... but there is a word going around in the west too about the world vanishing in 2012.. I don’t know though!

But then I said had God been a bit smarter.. He wouldn’t have to take the pain of doing all these stuff and then again the mammoth task of rebuilding it (not sure if he will really want to)...since he has given us such a complex brain,the ever confusing nerves and all he could have given us the undo option too..

If I had the undo option I could have actually made ma-deta proud.. I could have corrected all the silly mistakes in my examination papers.. I could have put that extra ‘l’ in umbrela..and corrected the final paper’s physics sum.

If I had the undo option I would never have watched the 50+ odd movies before my board exams…

If I had the undo option I could have avoided meeting certain ppl in my life...share some bits of it... Done enough with life’s a teacher theory.. this is one thing I would have seriously done..

If I had the undo option I could have listened to my mind for a change...I probably would have been somewhere else then.. 

If I had the undo option I wouldn’t have said the things that made me repent...that made someone cry because of  me

But then…

If I had the undo option I would have never actually let time move forward.. I would have made time stagnant the day our school summer vacations started… 10 am :cricket field: I Bat ,you Bowl !
Only if I had the UNDO option!


(This one's for you Rashmi Ba. P.S. couldn't wait to wake up and write.Alas i dnt hv the UNDO button ;)...thank you for your ever inspiring words and ur go to sleep one's too!)

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

I think you should start networking with publishers. Find them, be it magazines, newspapers, or online, and submit your writings. Don't forget to keep improving every day. Work hard at it, don't give up, and don't get discouraged. Amen. :)

Rashmi

baibhav said...

Your blogs have always been a delight to the mind to read n the soul to feel ! "A rebel in my own terms" wud always be a masterpiece in my own terms! i wud also suggest you to develop more networks and get these published wherever possible! All the best :)

Arpan said...

woooow !! welcome back! its been always a pleasure to read ur write ups; but sadly u don't write often n meanwhile u keep nagging me to write something. now that u're here...don't go away again. march on!

attri said...

the following is not a poem..u wont find any rhyming..but just some thoughts that came up after going through ur blog
...................................
if only i knew that its going to be so hard
life with all its complications
life with all the junctures
i would have hoped for one definitely....

"the undo button" alias "ctrl+z"

to change my "scribbled life"
for there had been so much going on
without my approval
without my consent

and if something did happen
the way i wanted it to
the repurcussions never learnt to respect
me and my dreams and my wishes
it never bothered to ask "what's on my mind?"

"life was beautiful" and it indeed was
untill we seem to realise
"if only we could have done it the other way"
(ctrl+z)

whether its "a walk to remember" or "love-my way"
i would have indeed paused my life there itself
leaving no room for the numerous things to happen
that left me feeling regretful
that left me feeling "if only we could do it the other way"
(ctrl+z)

how i wish i could have avoided those moments
wen i had to make "politically correct" statements
instead of the truth
which landing me at war against my conscience
thats "d bearings of a cofused mind" i guess
how i wish…
(ctrl+z)


but everyone from the great genius
to the dumbest of the dumb have lived their life
feeling that way...its wat u call life
u have both ups and downs...never stable
"it all changed that way"

so we have to live our life
facing the challeges the way they come
having an attitude of "positivity (sans negativity)"
for negativity only "imports barrenness"
be it the side-effects of our mistakes
or "pyar ka side-effects"
cherish the moments
learn from them
because even the "odd hour scribbles" of your life
is like a decimal(.)
though unwanted in calculations
(i prefer rounding off rather than adding up decimals)
but not insignificant
......afterall 100 and .100 are not same
right?
u just cant live without them.....
so just lets forget "ctrl+z"

go for “Ctrl+Y” and repeat all the good and fun-filled silly things that we have done so far

kabandi---a rebel in my own terms said...

thank you to all of you.. blogging is surely a bit different from the print articles..and my insanely blogs to find an acceptance is what i doubt about.. thank you..
attri thanks for going though all of them...and you write awesomely well ya..so hoping to see you in this front soon..
arpan thanks ..but only if nagging could make a person write is still beyond my belief! ..(so i never nag i guess ;))

blackgames said...

Hmmmm wouldn't i love to have that button now. Well written.

kabandi---a rebel in my own terms said...

thank you :)