Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Common-wrath games!!





I was walking past by my college to attend a lunch invite' by a friend of mine. The stretch from my PG to the nearest market is some 3-4 kms. Pardon me if I am wrong in the distance thing, but the point isn’t that. I am clarifying so that distance issue doesn’t nullify the main point like Dhoni’s post World Cup press conference where IPL post parties took the centre stage. The point here I am stressing is that it is quite a sight to see the whole of Delhi being dug out. There probably  isn’t a single centimeter of area that is not being beautified/ constructed, or for that matter renovated. I am fortunate to have a metro station just about 100 meters from my PG. it’s a newly constructed one and I was shocked to see that the newly laid pedestrian walkway is replaced by almost similar looking bricks or asbestos (or whatever!). it took me a while to differentiate between the two, and with the Delhi climate where the rain Gods treat us with step motherly affection they all after a few hours look the same.

Coming back to my route- the roads are still the same for the matter at least in the university vicinity. They provide a relief as I can pre-judge the potholes, bumps and everything that makes way for a rider's backache while travelling in a rickshaw. Rest each and everything around the roads are in the construction mode. In a recent newspaper article it was reported that when an RTI was filed by an NGO about the expenditure of the coming common wealth games it was found to have exceeded by a whopping 1700% . I wonder is it  that necessary for the commonwealth games that the whole of Delhi is getting a makeover. What exactly is the necessity to dig your hands into every possible thing around. I mean what is the point of digging out the footpath built only a year ago. Come to my hometown, we still have the footpaths built may be some 50 years ago. What if they are gradually beginning to extinct with time, we are managing well with the roads or by jumping over them.

With the bus fares, metro fares, CNG prices ,room rents ,household commodities etc hiked and new kinds of taxes being levied upon I wonder  are the games  for common wealth ? As of now they are drawing the common wrath of people.
The honorable chief minister mrs.shiela dixit with her third term in the office might be doing a good job no doubt. But she is ultimately behaving as a I am an woman- first attitude. Just like us women before the arrival of some guests clean up every nook and corner of the house and keep doing the same thing until we reach something that is perfect in our eyes.

Take for example the last national games. Assam hosted by far the best national games in the history of India. Awesome stadiums, super games village, overall an enthralling experience that had all the national news papers devoting enough time space to Assam for almost a whole month. Our honorable CM is a man,so we had build only things that are necessary-the stadiums , the games village etc. Our airport is still the same, so is the railway stations , the roads are keeping up the trend of deteriorating  ,not to mention the rain caused floods in the midst of the city since  that is a passé’ after Mumbai and London too submerged into artificial floods. But still we have new malls coming up every two-three months, multiplexes opening up and not to forget the overbridges .

Coming back to Delhi now. I appreciate all the hard work the govt. is doing to project Delhi or for that matter India as ‘new India’ but they must have realized that the work has started quite late. As it’s said -too much to do too little time. It can only be assumed that after CWG either a chunk of people will develop asthma or some real lung disease. I may be the first sufferer though I have survived swine flu successfully but may soon die of asphyxiation if I keep travelling though the dusty lanes of the ‘hell-hi’.(ala Delhi)

A parting thought- India has hosted the Asian games in 1982,which unfortunately was way ahead of the time i was born,so till now barring the cricket world cup this is the first big sporting event Delhi is hosting.Well and good. But I wonder if a commonwealth games draws so much of govt. investment which obviously is the general tax payer's investment from all over the country, then what will happen if India wins the bid for Olympics!

(P.S. Just pouring  in my frustration. I still love Delhi and want the CWC to be a huge success. )



Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Wish life too had the undo button!

Ctrl+z and Just like that all set in tune again...all that we had done…all the misdoings all the misfires… all gone.. life could have been much beautiful then… since we just have a single life, ctrl+z could have been a better and a simpler option than trying to attain moksha some thousands of kilometers up there in the Himalayas… but only if God was a bit smarter than us.. Had He been born in this age He certainly would have gone for it… Maa tells me in our Hindu mythology there is a phase called ‘kalki age’…it’s the age of filth, inhumanity, of people killing people for greed, in the name of caste n religion ,in the name of freedom ,mother killing daughter for honour and what not ..This is still not enough…when the filth surpasses every possible or for that matter impossible things we have never ever imagined God will come and destroy this world to kill the badness all of us possess..actually to kill the devil in us.. ! I don’t know if it will apply to all religions or not... but there is a word going around in the west too about the world vanishing in 2012.. I don’t know though!

But then I said had God been a bit smarter.. He wouldn’t have to take the pain of doing all these stuff and then again the mammoth task of rebuilding it (not sure if he will really want to)...since he has given us such a complex brain,the ever confusing nerves and all he could have given us the undo option too..

If I had the undo option I could have actually made ma-deta proud.. I could have corrected all the silly mistakes in my examination papers.. I could have put that extra ‘l’ in umbrela..and corrected the final paper’s physics sum.

If I had the undo option I would never have watched the 50+ odd movies before my board exams…

If I had the undo option I could have avoided meeting certain ppl in my life...share some bits of it... Done enough with life’s a teacher theory.. this is one thing I would have seriously done..

If I had the undo option I could have listened to my mind for a change...I probably would have been somewhere else then.. 

If I had the undo option I wouldn’t have said the things that made me repent...that made someone cry because of  me

But then…

If I had the undo option I would have never actually let time move forward.. I would have made time stagnant the day our school summer vacations started… 10 am :cricket field: I Bat ,you Bowl !
Only if I had the UNDO option!


(This one's for you Rashmi Ba. P.S. couldn't wait to wake up and write.Alas i dnt hv the UNDO button ;)...thank you for your ever inspiring words and ur go to sleep one's too!)

Saturday, February 13, 2010

the odd hour scribbles!



As someone said-“expect the unexpected “…n hence it’s me in the oddest hour of the night,I meant morning…probably my dad has woken up n is having a sip of coffee, when m struggling  to get my eyes shut… I did try….its not that I dint…it’s been 30 mins or so…but then I thought why not try n gorge on something else  rather than trying to do something which I never could  voluntarily(insomnia did someone say)…
So here I try, 14th Feb, 2010. Time 05:00 am
14th Feb.…the hype n hoopla surrounding this day…of course I am no different…I love this day... for some strange reason you may find it to be,it’s been the same day past 23 yrs…not that I was immune to it …but then this day never deceived me… it has been same since the 6th standard.Pardon the 10th n 12th in between…the board exams screwed me up big time…as all I had in my mind was the hormonal regulations governing the entire human race… too busy and occupied to be governed by my own ones. And also before the kuch kuch hota hai era(which was kind of a 9/11 event.. that tickled the millions of teen hearts like no one did ever before ) ,I hardly found this day something to bother about. So it actually started from my 6th standard and has been the same till this odd hour.
So here I start …defining …redefining n ultimately doing what I do best… letting go-
Valentine’s day...or the concept of the valentine...what does it mean to me today…ok let me keep it simple… it’s like the lump in the throat…it’s not there until you realize and the moment you think of it …it takes the hell out of you to get over with it!
Or is it like the best creation ever– The Google... the more u surf the more links you get…the more options you have to choose from… the more confused you become … and all one does is move from pages to pages searching for the perfect link n realizes that its actually left way behind… because the best links are there up front!
So is it the same day every year…probably… may be…as I thought it would be the same… but somewhere around I realized something today that I never did… “There’s a lump in my throat” and I don’t know how to get rid of it!!

i wrote down some lines a few days ago...here they are...


..the rain makes me wonder if nt u than who...if nt this then what...the feb blues the rues .. unsaid .. untied..scattered round...